No soy yo

My conscious should be clean. 

I loved you hard and maybe I still do. I still have feelings for you, I feel them inside, waiting to reckon they're fading away. 

I can only smile to life and continue.

I think of you. I yet imagine your face, and thankfully it's starting to fade. But when I close my eyes and think of you it's like I go back to a place that's stronger than reality. Cause when I open my eyes I feel lost for a fraction of a second and realize that this is reality not my head.

You see? I think of you, I'm lost in you.

But I keep on moving. Smiling. Fighting. Keeping strong. Yet still fighting some tears, some shattered pain from the heart. 

Maybe we were meant to be but went wrong. Tú no te desarrollaste lo suficiente como ser humano para merecernos. 

Yo Tp en su momento. 

No puedo estar con alguien que me juzga, no me haces bien. Es cierto. Era cierto. Estoy terca contigo y esta mal. 

Solo ve. 

Yo iré por mi lado sin voltear como lo vengo haciendo. Mi corazón aun late por ti, el tuyo? Significa algo? Por qué nos queremos tanto? ¿Por qué?

Soy yo la que se queda, no merezco tus maltratos. Que encuentres tu otra parte, que no soy yo. 

No soy yo.