Not yet

Love of my life

I wish I could have you now, but I wouldn't have time.

I wish I could hold you and love you. 

But there isn't enough. 

Not enough time

Not enough love

Not enough will

I'm trying to heal

And

I'm trying to build 

Maybe not yet to come 

Shall you not 

But my heart is eager to feel you

I desire some love right now.

But I know big rewards lay ahead. C

Even if I have tons to share

And tons to give

I'll keep it until you're near.

Really, I long you loads

But I'll keep my love to me, whole.