I'm holding on to myself
Not to you
But that's not how I portray it in my head
It wouldn't help
I hold on to me
To my happiness
I teach my brain to forget your existence
I refocus my attention, my thoughts
I irrupt upon any memory that contains you
At this time it's always hard
At night I'm caught off guard
You surface and with you
My tears
Silence
I Remember the last days
Don't cry, you said
You didn't like me crying
I see
I understand
no love will come
From apathy
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